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I was in late shift yesterday. Feels like long time since my the last time I came in late.

I witness something that emotional yesterday nite. A fellow colleague stayed back as well, he receives a call from his family.

A video call, with his little daughter wanted to say hi. Mommy was teaching the daughter to talk and asking what time daddy will be home?

The father just smiles and unable to give an answer to her….

I finish my work and left at about...

How much imbalance can you get? You can be lively in the day and down as the sunset. I am seeking to balance it or rather eliminate the bad. I find that my days are not normal, usually is between the good and bad.

The good days will see me smiling non stop, cracking jokes around and teasing my friends (only those that i am familiar i will do that).

Bad day will see me in deep thought, day dreaming, no direction just wanna get through the day and go home...

Hmmm...i am missing again. This time is even more worse as i've forgotten the password to my account. I guess i am not a blog person.

A lot had happened, i do carry some notes around trying to make a point to update them here when i have time. Pass few months and even now, life been pretty exhausted. Work exhaustion, somehow i feel this is where i am suppose to be focusing rather than wasting my emotion.

Consider the 'Cheng Beng' day for Japanese. I decided to go hoping to capture photos of kids in Kimono, but i was afraid to point my camera at the kids.  SLR seen every where too, my mini kit lens doesnt have a place there also i forgot to charge my camera.

Delicate Japanese dancers...

Why? I've been trying to be creative for quite some time. Initial plan was to paint it, lucky i did not pick up my paint brush. The wall decals are much easier.

The transformation process:

1. Buying the wall decals

Me and Yuetz spent bout an hour at the stall selecting the design which i ended up with the Dandelion coz my initial plan was to paint a design like this

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I was awake at 4am disturbed by the pain which i never thought i'll endure again. I thought of what i've done that could caused it but what i've been through last few days maybe exhausted but i love to do it again. With that thought fear strikes me that i may have to give up things i love to do and my dream.

For whole night i questioned myself if i could bear the pain and go on to take the challenge of life or live a comfortable environment for the rest of my life? This qu...

I've been ignoring my page for last few months and Cheryl has been reminding me to update it but i kept delaying. I have my reasons but i dont really like to explain . I'll update along the missing events, i do record it down but just cant find time to get everything together.

I remember you first arrived, you were swimming excitedly around your new home. I was very worry you couldn’t survive in this new home and spent hours watching you guys swim around the bowl. Months over you still survived and growing surpass Blackie, I was relieved.

Month before your dismiss, I hold you and I can feel your body is cold. I started to worry again, I watched helplessly as you swim wearily. I prayed you would get over whatever sickness you have and be my energetic pe...

Exciting day for me Music Man concert.

Woke up at 6am and waited for Lay Cheng to fetch me. We (Lay Cheng, Yuet Ling, Janice and Camilia) drove down for the concert. Well, at least four of us going for the concert. Yuet Ling is more of food. The whole trip to Ipoh, she hard sell Ipoh char siew pau and all the dim sum. She made me very hungry

I mixed up the date and day, from the day i was discharged i kept thinking next checkup happens on Thursday which Dr Ronnie told me. Lucky, i checked the appointment card this morning and rush to hospital.

Result: Coughing reduce, no fever, no more flu. Lung - got improvement but cant be clear till i get my xray on May 13th.

Is a relief. Called mom, mom in return asking me not to worry and i was touch to tears when she said this to me "Mommy will g...